Hey Everyone, now as I mentioned yesterday, cause of all the ups and downs I've been having, I'm doing an article on life. So since this is race night, sit back, listen and read my article. After that, you can comment on it, then watch the Cup series race at Charlotte. (i mean you should a taped it, then you skip the commercials!)
So, ever since I was young, i travelled around a lot. I went on a lot of trips, more than 5 fives times a year. Plus, these were all more than a week long. Now, I've still travelled a lot, but maybe not as much, i think. I've been to two NASCAR races a year. Gone to a new State every year, usually two new states a year. Hopefully I'll get to go to all 50. I've lost some family members a while back, but you got to move on, and that's what I've tried to do. I respect all the navy, army everyone that fights. I would personally never ever do it, but I honor those who do. I was never the best in school, and still am no where near the top. NEVER in my life have I ever been in a honor roll, considered top of the class. No matter how hard I study, I can only get 50's, 60's or 70's in math and sciences. I'm just bad at any course but english and history. I can't manage to get good marks, and that's dam frustarating. I'm like at a all time low in courses now. I have good friends that care and support me. In terms of sports, I've always tried, but never won. I've done soccer, baseball, tennis, swimming, hockey, go-karting. I'm good at them all, I won a go- kart race. But never winning, getting 1st once, I don't belive I'm good enough. I'm doing track and xc now, have been since the 7th grade. I've been in the top 10 out of 500 people, but never that top 5. Is that even good? Personally, i don't think i'm that good, maybe it's just me. I don't want to fail and lose, that's why i don't continue. If i do bad, get 10th, but 9 people beat me. That sucks, can i live that down? I don't know where I fit in life. Can't find the right sport, the right method for getting great marks etc. What do I do?